Been growing and changing very quickly, so quickly that I can hardly keep up. I had a pile of unfinished stories from past years. Some of them are very short, only a page or two. Some of them are thousands of words long. I've accumulated these stories since I was a teenager, the way that an artist will have pages and pages of unfinished drawings, doodles, sketches, and other visual ideas expressed onto paper. For a long time I have felt like I had to go back and finish certain pieces from this pile. And there are a few pieces I tried to go back and finish repeatedly. Two in particular come to mind: one is a post-apocalyptic story about a mermaid, and the other is a story about a girl who can transform into birds. These stories are both really good, I think. Or they would be, if I could finish them. But, you see, I can't. Because I'm not the person who began those stories any more. One of the results of growing as fast as I have, and doing the healing work that I've b...
Studson Studio does incredible work, and I think this one is my favorite so far. So well done. An incredible tribute to a Studio Ghibli design. I'm a writer (although I have done some of the same kind of thing that Studson does, on a much, MUCH smaller scale) but there are principles in all of art that are the same. I watch and connect with people in lots of different creative disciplines, because I learn things that apply to my writing in all of them, and it feeds my soul. I love to see the process of a creation going from artist to artist. Howl's Moving Castle started life in a novel, which was then adapted into a film, and now another creative has made it into a model. I love to watch a creation be loved, and not just loved, but embraced and then added to in a way that honors the work done before. There's something beautifully connective about that.
When I'm trying to do something big... say... write a novel, it can be too big and I just don't do it. This is the case with an epic trilogy that I have been poking at for seven years. I've completed many other small projects since the seed of that epic space trilogy came to me, and if I tally up the word counts for all those other projects, it's very clear that I could have written that space trilogy. But... in the past I have tried to take it all on at once, at least mentally, as a trilogy . Which, to say kindly and in an effort not to shame my past self, was a mild sort of insanity. :) You may have been in that kind of mild insanity too. If you did, I believe you had valid reasons for it, as I did. But... valid reasons or not, it didn't get us the results we wanted. At least, it didn't work for me. To date my space trilogy is still not finished. I forget that it's okay to do small things. In fact, I think the only things I really can do are small things...
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